Hi. I'm pregnant. Therefore, I don't really know when I'll post anything too exciting again. I'm just trying to survive from day to day and often moment to moment. It's funny because when I'm not pregnant, I have depression, but when I'm pregnant, I feel so sick but the depression is basically gone. Sometimes I would choose being pregnant over being depressed, but sometimes I would choose the other way around. At least when I'm depressed, I can control it to a degree and there are things that I know will help me feel better. But when I'm pregnant, there's not much that makes me feel better. And I feel bad because my loving husband already has enough to worry about but now he worries about me all the time and feels like he needs to be this man who does everything for everyone while going to school and working and taking care of the little one we already have. He's trying to keep the house clean, make every meal he can for us, etc. etc. I love him very much and hope I feel better soon so I can step up the plate again and play this game of life.
Well, I didn't mean for this to be a blog complaining about being pregnant. It was intended to announce that I'm pregnant to those who don't know. I am actually very thankful that I am blessed to be able to be pregnant- LIFE is such a great miracle!
1 year ago